I cannot express how much I dreaded today. From the moment I woke up to the moment I walked to school, nothing felt right. Even after I came home today, I honestly just wished today was one of those nightmares you can actually wake up from. I guess its so much harder when all you want to do is wake up to normal and comfort. But its even more harder when you know normal and comfort doesn't exist anymore. Not the ones that I'm used to, I guess. Just 9 more months. 9 more months of trying. And hopefully in 9 months normal would exist and comfort would exist too. I'm so tired of trying today.
Zoe
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