Thursday, January 21, 2016

Not Good Enough?

Hello, everyone. It's 2016 and I'm glad to say that I finally got my driving license. So I've been learning to drive on and off for about 6 months since June of 2015. My dad's been teaching me on the weekends that he's not busy and it's been a pretty slow process, but nevertheless I made it. So I scheduled my test about three weeks ago and the only available test date was for the 19th of this month. It was funny because I woke up on Tuesday morning and it was hailing with rain. It was pretty much reported on the news as a thunderstorm. 

Anyways, I did the test and passed on the borderline. Somehow, I should feel satisfied, but I don't. I haven't exactly told anyone how I felt about it except for the fact that I passed it. I actually do feel very disappointed because I thought I could do better. I've been trying to justify myself by saying that passing on a first attempt is pretty spectacular. But it hasn't really been working. It messes with my head and makes me second guess my driving. Maybe it's just me. But yes, 4AM musings should come to a stop before I emo any further. 


Zoe.